Speak, I’m listening
I’ve recently finished the Book of Job as one of my yearly Bible Verse
plans.
Many years ago, we studied the
Book of Job in a college humanities class. I
found it interesting that this book was part of a secular class, but I enjoyed
the study of it as literature and studied the many different art forms used at
different times to share Job’s story. I found it beautifully written, and it
was part of a significant final
grade-determining exam. I confess, with still a bit of pride, that I aced that
exam. The interesting thing, though, is that I was not a born-again believer
then.
God had chosen to plant seeds in fascinating places. As a reporter for the
college paper, I covered Christian programs held on campus. Those articles got
more positive responses because I took extra care with them, not even realizing
I was doing it at the time. I took classes with a strong Christian lady who was
planning on being a missionary and found myself listening to her dreams, her
love of Jesus, and her desire for me to join her in life as a believer. Eventually,
I accompanied her to some of the events at their denominational student center
off-campus.
I also took the same classes with a woman from India who seemed to find the
Christian faith interesting, but was firmly established in her own faith. She saw
I was safe to discuss our mutual friend’s faith, examining it and learning more
as time passed.
It’s almost funny to realize at that time that I confessed to believe in God. I read
my Bible, I read apocalyptic books that kept me up at night, and I had
unbelievable nightmares due to those books sometimes. I lived what I considered as good a life as I could so as not to disappoint God or my parents. But I didn’t factor Jesus
as the promised Christ into my beliefs. There was only so much commitment I
would take on.
When I started listening to Job, there were several times I backed it up to
listen again. Especially when I got to Chapter 33 and listened to all Elihu had
to say to Job. So, because so much of it spoke to me, now an older and hopefully wiser
believer some 47 years later, I’m going to spend some more time on it.
Prepare for The Book of Job in future posts, my friends. There may be
questions and/or statements to consider for next week’s post. If so, the
questions will come sometime this week. Here’s a beginning to read on which the questions/statements will be based.
Blessings – Vicki
“But now, hear my speech, O Job,
and listen to all my words.
Behold, I open my mouth;
the tongue in my mouth speaks.
My words declare the uprightness of my heart,
and what my lips know they speak sincerely.
The Spirit of God has made me,
and the breath of the Almighty gives me life.
Answer me, if you can;
set your words in order before me; take your stand.
Behold, I am toward God as you are;
I too was pinched off from a piece of clay.
Behold, no fear of me need terrify you;
my pressure will not be heavy upon you. Job 33:1-7